Maps

The connection between them was palpable
A fire burning bright
He felt like her puzzle piece
Each edge resting just right

Romance and passion filled her mind
Her heart fluttered with hope
This flame could be one of a kind

She longed to let go
A sweet surrender
A desire to love and be loved
A gift only he could bestow

Suddenly, a sea spans between them
They feel worlds apart
The flame going out
Her heart growing dark

With a few simple words
Her heart could be crushed
Without a warning
All in a rush

She begs to be with him
To have him follow the map
All that she wants is for him to make his way back

Enamored, Intoxicated, Infatuated

EMOTIONS

I feel so liberated. It feels as if my soul has been set free from the hellish cage it has been locked in. For so long my spirit has wandered and searched for someone who could understand me. The sensation I get when I am with him is intoxicating, addicting. I crave his presence, it seems to calm the storm brewing inside of me. 

It feels as though our souls were connected in a previous life, like we have been reconnected. It has only been a short while, but I get the feeling this could be something great. This could be a consuming romance; fueled by passion, lust, infatuation, desire. This feels so exceptional and unlike anything I have experienced. 

SENSATIONS

My body aches for his touch, longs for his affection. The way he kisses me, leaves my stomach full of butterflies. His lips are so sweet and soft against mine. I could lay and kiss him for hours. I adore the way he looks at me. His eyes are filled with desire, eager to know me inside and out, to explore my mind and my body. I want to be his wonderland, his muse.

FEARS

I fear that there is a catch. This fairy tale just seems to good to be true. I have a tendency to over think, and to be uncertain of others' motives. Could this be real? Could I really be the one he has been looking for, could he be the one I've been looking for?

 I am terrified to open up and let myself love again. Vulnerability is terrifying to me. I am fearful that I could ruin this relationship by not opening up. I want to love and be loved, but sometimes my fear outweighs that want. I don't want to give into that again, I want to be happy and share my life with this fantastic man. Hopefully he feels the same, and we can catch each other as we fall.